What I Am versus What I Wish I Was

 I am stressed when I try to be patient. I feel overworked and under accomplished. I am lonely but I'm trying to be brave. I am hoping to be a light for others but most of the time, I just feel lost. I want to be strong but I am crumbling emotionally. I want to be a part of every moment but I feel I'm not participating in life at all right now.